We were lovers, but not entirely. You were just at the second place on my list. And I also had the same position on yours. I have him. You have her.
I always ignored you, left unnoticed. You were just remembered when he is not around, when we were not texting, when we were not talking on the phone. You were just my past time.
I had feelings for you, But I loved him. You had feelings for me, But you loved her.
I was devoted to him, And I gave my self to him.. But then he left, I felt like he took the whole me..
I felt like I was a piece of glass That was crashed by a mallet.. Tearing me into pieces..
I felt so alone.. But then you, from being unseen, caught my attention. You became the center of my thought.
You became my room when I tried to hide from the pain that he brought me. An without noticing it, our relationship grew and things between us became convoluted. From being a small piece, you suddenly became an immense part of my being.
I knew it was wrong.. From the start it was already a mistake.. I knew you love her, And just the thought of it tears my heart into pieces.
I thought that I can carry the pain. One day, I woke up realizing that I can’t stand it anymore. I can’t continue loving you anymore because doing so just brings a lot of pain. My mind told me that I had to let go of you, though my heart says that I don’t want to. I had no choice but to allow you to go. I thought that it would lessen the pain, But I learned that permitting you to go saves me from the pain, But leaves my heart bare and bleeding.
At first it was just a game. A game I didn’t imagine that would end up like this. I always thought that for every game that I play, I would be the winner. But this game is different, Coz I was the one who lose.
We were lovers, but not entirely. You were just at the second place on my list. And I also had the same position on yours. I have him. You have her.
I always ignored you, left unnoticed. You were just remembered when he is not around, when we were not texting, when we were not talking on the phone. You were just my past time.
I had feelings for you, But I loved him. You had feelings for me, But you loved her.
I was devoted to him, And I gave my self to him.. But then he left, I felt like he took the whole me..
I felt like I was a piece of glass That was crashed by a mallet.. Tearing me into pieces..
I felt so alone.. But then you, from being unseen, caught my attention. You became the center of my thought.
You became my room when I tried to hide from the pain that he brought me. An without noticing it, our relationship grew and things between us became convoluted. From being a small piece, you suddenly became an immense part of my being.
I knew it was wrong.. From the start it was already a mistake.. I knew you love her, And just the thought of it tears my heart into pieces.
I thought that I can carry the pain. One day, I woke up realizing that I can’t stand it anymore. I can’t continue loving you anymore because doing so just brings a lot of pain. My mind told me that I had to let go of you, though my heart says that I don’t want to. I had no choice but to allow you to go. I thought that it would lessen the pain, But I learned that permitting you to go saves me from the pain, But leaves my heart bare and bleeding.
At first it was just a game. A game I didn’t imagine that would end up like this. I always thought that for every game that I play, I would be the winner. But this game is different, Coz I was the one who lose.
I've been blogging since 2004 and I'm stillexisting.
I’m a rocker, and a party girl.
I’m sad, also I’m happy.
I’m a good friend; along with I’m your worst enemy.
I cheat, yet I love.
I hurt other people, thus I always get broken.
I’m weak, but I’m strong.
I’m nice, yet I’m mean.
I suck, but I rock!
this is MILES, this is ME..
I AM...
delusional. stupid at times. a jerk sometimes. slightly sensitive. a brat. short-tempered. used to getting what I want, if I don’t, I’m furious. the event organizer. mysterious to some. a snob to many. trustworthy. a good friend. already quit drinking. don’t smoke. complicated.
My Names:
Miles -- to most people I know.
Darla -- to my group mates. you know the movie Finding Nemo? Brat -- to my group mates and to some friends.
Zeb, Bez, Best -- to my Best friends.
Otso -- to some of my High School Friends.
Ning -- to my Dad.
LOVES
pizza
pasta
tacos
nachos
grilled squid
coffee
chocolate cakes
sisig
ONE TREE HILL
Gossip Girl
HATES siopao
diningding paksiw shell fish
pineapple
DESIRES
TOP the BOARD EXAM because of HIS help update: I didn't top, but I passed it. Of course, because of His help.
new phone from Kuya Z. update: I have a new phone. Thank you Kuya Z.
meet new people
attend gym class
get a temporary good-paying job
update: I have a not-so-temporary, not-so-good paying job.
RUDE messages will be deleted and user will be BANNED! My cbox has a little problem so if you already pressed GO, don't repeat it to avoid accidental spamming. Get it? Not difficult to understand right? :) I ADORE TAGS but COMMENTS on posts are LOVED. :) Designed for your lovable messages. For Ex-Links, say it nicely. okayy? BETTER if you link me first. :)
Hi There! I'm MILES, a future REGISTERED NURSE. Random Thoughts of a registered nurse, a friend, a daughter, a music lover, a party-goer and a servant of God. Any similarity to someone else's blog post is purely a coincidence.
you win
