sometimes, i feel tired of being me. sometimes i want to run away.. far from here.. far from evryone.. i regret some things that i do, that i have done.. if only i can turn back time, if only.
sometimes i feel empty. i feel worthless.
i feel guilty. "why are you doing this to me miles?!", someone asked me. I'm being unfair to him. I'm letting some people hope for something that's uncertain.. I'm making someone believe about something that's untrue. I feel like i betrayed a friend.
I'm confused. I don't know why I do some things that I don't actually want to do. "No man, for any considerable period can wear one face to himself and another to the multitude without finally getting bewildered as to which may be the true." -Nathaniel Hawthorne
There are things about me that i hide, I only keep it to myself. Cause I'm ashamed.
I'm a mess. I commit a lot of mistakes. I do bad things. I mess up with other people's lives. I do hurt other people. But i don't mean to. I'm sorry.
I regret a lot of things.. I need to change. I want to change. But can I?
"People can change, they just don't.. cause at the end of the day, they are still who they are.." -Brooke to Rachel on OTH.
All I want is to be happy.. But if being happy means stepping and hurting other people, I guess I'm not happy at all.. "Happiness doesn't come cheap.. hell if it did, we'd all be smiling.." -Dan Scott Guilt. Regret. Foolishness. MISTAKES. Sorry. "I may not always know what I'm doing, but I'll try to make things better..: - Brooke Davis
sometimes, i feel tired of being me. sometimes i want to run away.. far from here.. far from evryone.. i regret some things that i do, that i have done.. if only i can turn back time, if only.
sometimes i feel empty. i feel worthless.
i feel guilty. "why are you doing this to me miles?!", someone asked me. I'm being unfair to him. I'm letting some people hope for something that's uncertain.. I'm making someone believe about something that's untrue. I feel like i betrayed a friend.
I'm confused. I don't know why I do some things that I don't actually want to do. "No man, for any considerable period can wear one face to himself and another to the multitude without finally getting bewildered as to which may be the true." -Nathaniel Hawthorne
There are things about me that i hide, I only keep it to myself. Cause I'm ashamed.
I'm a mess. I commit a lot of mistakes. I do bad things. I mess up with other people's lives. I do hurt other people. But i don't mean to. I'm sorry.
I regret a lot of things.. I need to change. I want to change. But can I?
"People can change, they just don't.. cause at the end of the day, they are still who they are.." -Brooke to Rachel on OTH.
All I want is to be happy.. But if being happy means stepping and hurting other people, I guess I'm not happy at all.. "Happiness doesn't come cheap.. hell if it did, we'd all be smiling.." -Dan Scott Guilt. Regret. Foolishness. MISTAKES. Sorry. "I may not always know what I'm doing, but I'll try to make things better..: - Brooke Davis
I've been blogging since 2004 and I'm stillexisting.
I’m a rocker, and a party girl.
I’m sad, also I’m happy.
I’m a good friend; along with I’m your worst enemy.
I cheat, yet I love.
I hurt other people, thus I always get broken.
I’m weak, but I’m strong.
I’m nice, yet I’m mean.
I suck, but I rock!
this is MILES, this is ME..
I AM...
delusional. stupid at times. a jerk sometimes. slightly sensitive. a brat. short-tempered. used to getting what I want, if I don’t, I’m furious. the event organizer. mysterious to some. a snob to many. trustworthy. a good friend. already quit drinking. don’t smoke. complicated.
My Names:
Miles -- to most people I know.
Darla -- to my group mates. you know the movie Finding Nemo? Brat -- to my group mates and to some friends.
Zeb, Bez, Best -- to my Best friends.
Otso -- to some of my High School Friends.
Ning -- to my Dad.
LOVES
pizza
pasta
tacos
nachos
grilled squid
coffee
chocolate cakes
sisig
ONE TREE HILL
Gossip Girl
HATES siopao
diningding paksiw shell fish
pineapple
DESIRES
TOP the BOARD EXAM because of HIS help update: I didn't top, but I passed it. Of course, because of His help.
new phone from Kuya Z. update: I have a new phone. Thank you Kuya Z.
meet new people
attend gym class
get a temporary good-paying job
update: I have a not-so-temporary, not-so-good paying job.
RUDE messages will be deleted and user will be BANNED! My cbox has a little problem so if you already pressed GO, don't repeat it to avoid accidental spamming. Get it? Not difficult to understand right? :) I ADORE TAGS but COMMENTS on posts are LOVED. :) Designed for your lovable messages. For Ex-Links, say it nicely. okayy? BETTER if you link me first. :)
Hi There! I'm MILES, a future REGISTERED NURSE. Random Thoughts of a registered nurse, a friend, a daughter, a music lover, a party-goer and a servant of God. Any similarity to someone else's blog post is purely a coincidence.
FIASCO. for public.
