My uncle past away last night. Before, when the thought of this event comes into my mind, I thought that it would be a Lot easier to handle. I even thought that I wouldn't even shed a tear when he dies. Why did I say so? It’s because he was not the typical good uncle. Yeah, medyo mabait naman xa, I can still remember when I was younger, tinutulungan pa nya ko sa assignments ko. Matalino kasi sya but nothing happened to his life because he was defeated by his bisyo which is alcohol. He was always drunk and he gives my mom and our neighbors a headache. I kinda hated him for that. Especially when one time I was involved sa let's just call it 'pagwawala' nya. Medyo bata pa ko nun and I was really scared back then. That incident left a mark inside me and after that, it was like I built a wall between the two of us. I still called him ‘tito’ but aside from that, I treated him like a stranger, ni hindi na rin ako nagmamano sakanya unlike before. Our relationship was like that for years din until last night, naglalakad na ko from pagsamba with my bestfriend then madaming tao sa labas tapos sabi nung isa naming neighbor na he’s dead na nga daw. I was really shocked when I heared that and parang I didn’t want to believe my ears. Nataranta ko and I didn’t know what to do. Our other relatives came and nagsitawagan na rin yung relatives namin sa abroad. It took me a long time before ko sya tinignan, and wala pang ilang seconds umalis na ko cause when I saw him lying there, di ko talaga kinaya. I just cried. I was really sad not only because he’s gone but also because nafi-feel ko na naman yung na-feel ko when my grandma died. Nagsisi ako noon because I was not a good apo to my grandma, and now naman, my uncle and I didn’t have a good relationship. I hate the feeling, but I can’t do anything..he’s already gone and I can’t turn back the time. I just have to accept the fact that people always leave. And I also realized that we have to value the things and people around us, show them how we feel and how grateful we are to have them so that when they’re gone, we will not regret anything.
My uncle past away last night. Before, when the thought of this event comes into my mind, I thought that it would be a Lot easier to handle. I even thought that I wouldn't even shed a tear when he dies. Why did I say so? It’s because he was not the typical good uncle. Yeah, medyo mabait naman xa, I can still remember when I was younger, tinutulungan pa nya ko sa assignments ko. Matalino kasi sya but nothing happened to his life because he was defeated by his bisyo which is alcohol. He was always drunk and he gives my mom and our neighbors a headache. I kinda hated him for that. Especially when one time I was involved sa let's just call it 'pagwawala' nya. Medyo bata pa ko nun and I was really scared back then. That incident left a mark inside me and after that, it was like I built a wall between the two of us. I still called him ‘tito’ but aside from that, I treated him like a stranger, ni hindi na rin ako nagmamano sakanya unlike before. Our relationship was like that for years din until last night, naglalakad na ko from pagsamba with my bestfriend then madaming tao sa labas tapos sabi nung isa naming neighbor na he’s dead na nga daw. I was really shocked when I heared that and parang I didn’t want to believe my ears. Nataranta ko and I didn’t know what to do. Our other relatives came and nagsitawagan na rin yung relatives namin sa abroad. It took me a long time before ko sya tinignan, and wala pang ilang seconds umalis na ko cause when I saw him lying there, di ko talaga kinaya. I just cried. I was really sad not only because he’s gone but also because nafi-feel ko na naman yung na-feel ko when my grandma died. Nagsisi ako noon because I was not a good apo to my grandma, and now naman, my uncle and I didn’t have a good relationship. I hate the feeling, but I can’t do anything..he’s already gone and I can’t turn back the time. I just have to accept the fact that people always leave. And I also realized that we have to value the things and people around us, show them how we feel and how grateful we are to have them so that when they’re gone, we will not regret anything.
I've been blogging since 2004 and I'm stillexisting.
I’m a rocker, and a party girl.
I’m sad, also I’m happy.
I’m a good friend; along with I’m your worst enemy.
I cheat, yet I love.
I hurt other people, thus I always get broken.
I’m weak, but I’m strong.
I’m nice, yet I’m mean.
I suck, but I rock!
this is MILES, this is ME..
I AM...
delusional. stupid at times. a jerk sometimes. slightly sensitive. a brat. short-tempered. used to getting what I want, if I don’t, I’m furious. the event organizer. mysterious to some. a snob to many. trustworthy. a good friend. already quit drinking. don’t smoke. complicated.
My Names:
Miles -- to most people I know.
Darla -- to my group mates. you know the movie Finding Nemo? Brat -- to my group mates and to some friends.
Zeb, Bez, Best -- to my Best friends.
Otso -- to some of my High School Friends.
Ning -- to my Dad.
LOVES
pizza
pasta
tacos
nachos
grilled squid
coffee
chocolate cakes
sisig
ONE TREE HILL
Gossip Girl
HATES siopao
diningding paksiw shell fish
pineapple
DESIRES
TOP the BOARD EXAM because of HIS help update: I didn't top, but I passed it. Of course, because of His help.
new phone from Kuya Z. update: I have a new phone. Thank you Kuya Z.
meet new people
attend gym class
get a temporary good-paying job
update: I have a not-so-temporary, not-so-good paying job.
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Hi There! I'm MILES, a future REGISTERED NURSE. Random Thoughts of a registered nurse, a friend, a daughter, a music lover, a party-goer and a servant of God. Any similarity to someone else's blog post is purely a coincidence.
people always leave..
