When we (me and my close friend) learned that we can't take the battery exam, we started making plans and listed some schools on where to transfer to. We were kinda glad because atleast dalawa kaming magksamang aalis. And the fact that we still have company, made it easier for us to accept that we have to transfer. Ofcourse, who wants to transfer to another school alone and start collecting friends all over again? As the saying goes, no man is an island, and it's really true that it's hard to survive college life without friends, right? But suddenly, when the news that we still have the chance to take it, everything started to change. Specially when I was the only one granted to take the exam. She didn't talk to me for days and i understand why she was acting like that. I was ofcourse guilty on what happened, and ofcourse I was sad that because of that damn battery exam, our friendship might end. Some of our friends said that it's not my fault and I don't have to blame myself, but I don't know, what I felt that time is that I'm not a good friend or something. And what was bothering me is that when akala namin na we will both transfer, I told her once that I will not leave her. I was even singing Yeng's song, 'hawak kamay'. OMG, how stupid I am. But I really mean it when I told her that I will be there for her. I just realized something when my boyfriend told me na yes, it's not my fault but he said that natural lang yung nararamdaman nya na magtampo sakin or what. He adviced me to talk to her and i shoul try to understand what she was feeling. And i just realized that, yeah, he's right. Even if I were in her place, I would feel the same way. But sana, she would understand my decision. Because if she would be in my place, I think that she would also grab the oppurtunity. Some may say that I'm selfish, but I'm actually not. because the main reason why I grabbed that oppurtunity is because of my parents. I did not do it for myself, but for them. And God knows how much I want to please them.. As of now, okay naman na kami. We're kinda back to how we used to be. I know na may tampo parin sya sakin, and i understand that. I just hope that she would really understand why I did it. And she's an intelligent girl, I know that she would understand it completely. Im still sorry gurlfriend. And if matuloy man na mapunta tayo sa magkaibang schools, I would still keep my promise, I'm still here for you..
When we (me and my close friend) learned that we can't take the battery exam, we started making plans and listed some schools on where to transfer to. We were kinda glad because atleast dalawa kaming magksamang aalis. And the fact that we still have company, made it easier for us to accept that we have to transfer. Ofcourse, who wants to transfer to another school alone and start collecting friends all over again? As the saying goes, no man is an island, and it's really true that it's hard to survive college life without friends, right? But suddenly, when the news that we still have the chance to take it, everything started to change. Specially when I was the only one granted to take the exam. She didn't talk to me for days and i understand why she was acting like that. I was ofcourse guilty on what happened, and ofcourse I was sad that because of that damn battery exam, our friendship might end. Some of our friends said that it's not my fault and I don't have to blame myself, but I don't know, what I felt that time is that I'm not a good friend or something. And what was bothering me is that when akala namin na we will both transfer, I told her once that I will not leave her. I was even singing Yeng's song, 'hawak kamay'. OMG, how stupid I am. But I really mean it when I told her that I will be there for her. I just realized something when my boyfriend told me na yes, it's not my fault but he said that natural lang yung nararamdaman nya na magtampo sakin or what. He adviced me to talk to her and i shoul try to understand what she was feeling. And i just realized that, yeah, he's right. Even if I were in her place, I would feel the same way. But sana, she would understand my decision. Because if she would be in my place, I think that she would also grab the oppurtunity. Some may say that I'm selfish, but I'm actually not. because the main reason why I grabbed that oppurtunity is because of my parents. I did not do it for myself, but for them. And God knows how much I want to please them.. As of now, okay naman na kami. We're kinda back to how we used to be. I know na may tampo parin sya sakin, and i understand that. I just hope that she would really understand why I did it. And she's an intelligent girl, I know that she would understand it completely. Im still sorry gurlfriend. And if matuloy man na mapunta tayo sa magkaibang schools, I would still keep my promise, I'm still here for you..
I've been blogging since 2004 and I'm stillexisting.
I’m a rocker, and a party girl.
I’m sad, also I’m happy.
I’m a good friend; along with I’m your worst enemy.
I cheat, yet I love.
I hurt other people, thus I always get broken.
I’m weak, but I’m strong.
I’m nice, yet I’m mean.
I suck, but I rock!
this is MILES, this is ME..
I AM...
delusional. stupid at times. a jerk sometimes. slightly sensitive. a brat. short-tempered. used to getting what I want, if I don’t, I’m furious. the event organizer. mysterious to some. a snob to many. trustworthy. a good friend. already quit drinking. don’t smoke. complicated.
My Names:
Miles -- to most people I know.
Darla -- to my group mates. you know the movie Finding Nemo? Brat -- to my group mates and to some friends.
Zeb, Bez, Best -- to my Best friends.
Otso -- to some of my High School Friends.
Ning -- to my Dad.
LOVES
pizza
pasta
tacos
nachos
grilled squid
coffee
chocolate cakes
sisig
ONE TREE HILL
Gossip Girl
HATES siopao
diningding paksiw shell fish
pineapple
DESIRES
TOP the BOARD EXAM because of HIS help update: I didn't top, but I passed it. Of course, because of His help.
new phone from Kuya Z. update: I have a new phone. Thank you Kuya Z.
meet new people
attend gym class
get a temporary good-paying job
update: I have a not-so-temporary, not-so-good paying job.
RUDE messages will be deleted and user will be BANNED! My cbox has a little problem so if you already pressed GO, don't repeat it to avoid accidental spamming. Get it? Not difficult to understand right? :) I ADORE TAGS but COMMENTS on posts are LOVED. :) Designed for your lovable messages. For Ex-Links, say it nicely. okayy? BETTER if you link me first. :)
Hi There! I'm MILES, a future REGISTERED NURSE. Random Thoughts of a registered nurse, a friend, a daughter, a music lover, a party-goer and a servant of God. Any similarity to someone else's blog post is purely a coincidence.
im still here...
