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SOULMATE
Wednesday, November 10, 2010


Dear Soul mate,

I might have met you or not, but I just want to say...

Thank you, 'coz I know when that time comes you're gonna be the reason for my happiness and...

Sorry, if you didn't get to be my first but I promise to give you LOVE that will LAST 4 a lifetime... That's a PROMISE (pinkie swear).

From YOUR girl FOREVER :)


--repost from FB.

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SOMEDAY
Monday, November 08, 2010


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November 1's LIGHT
Monday, November 01, 2010


Death is inevitable. I've seen many of it. In the form of the elderly, children, and innocent infants. There were times when they aggressively fight for that one life, but that one life just ends. There were times when they simply give up and just sign DNR, but that one soul keeps on holding on. There are some who get hold of the opportunity to have anticipatory grieving. But for some, it comes to them instantly like a thief in the night. No matter how or when it comes, it doesn't depend on how aggressive or faint-hearted they are, because whatever choice they make, whatever interventions we do, it's all up to Him.

And today, on November 1st, I've seen another one.

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September '09 to September '10
Sunday, October 31, 2010


I realized that I was not able to blog for a YEAR. Now looking back at those 12 months, here are some few updates..

After that last post about the famous ONDOY, I've been busy with trainings concerning my Profession. I did volunteer a bit for Red Cross to help the Ondoy victims. I've been a bum for 3 more months then I got accepted as a nurse trainee. I did work hard and after few months, I eventually became a staff nurse. Until now, I'm still working there.

Ever since I started working, I felt like I've been sluggish. I still manage to hang out with my family and friends but I spend most of my time sleeping and taking rest at home, which is not who I am. I've been close to temptations and married to stress. Life, as it is, became more complicated. You ask if I'm happy with the job? I can't give you the definite answer. But if you ask if I hate it? I'd say no.

Family life had been different. My dad and brother came home from abroad for good. It feels good that we are almost complete here at home, but I guess the many years of being apart affects the reationship. But we are, generally happy.

Love? I still have them, those guys who you can call 'suitors', but .. yes, BUTS. And I've had this 'something-that-maybe-doesn't-mean-anything' with someone. It ended just before it started. No regrets, somehow glad it happened.

Each day has a blessing. The day itself is. Those 12 months were. But looking back, I know and feel that something's lacking.

The past 12 months had been diverse. Life outside the academe, as I've said, is way more complicated. But that's just the way it is, we have to live with it. Be thankful for each day, for another year. Live life, love life.

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Procrastination ends?
Monday, September 21, 2009


Yesterday, I told my self that TODAY is the deadline of my procrastination. I wanted to end my bummer days.

I woke up early today to look for a job. But when I made my first call, I realized that today is a holiday. Haha.

Oh well, maybe tomorrow.


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13 oras, kapalit ng 5 segundo
Tuesday, September 08, 2009


September 5, 2009

1:51pm -
Enter the university, umpisa ng pagpila, univ grounds, akyat ng 4th floor (high school), Building A to B.

3:53pm -
Baba ng 3rd floor, Building B to A, baba ng 2nd floor, Building A to B.

5:48pm -
Baba ng 1st floor.

6:18pm -
Out of High school Building.

6:25pm -
Enter college building.

6:30pm -
Reached 4th floor.

6:38pm -
Enter University Gym (4th floor).

8:33pm -
Nakalabas ng gym. 4th floor, baba sa 3rd, 2nd, 1st floor.

September 6, 2009

1:42AM -
Nakalabas ng college Building.

1:52AM -
Nakalabas ng university, Central Avenue.

2:45AM -
Enter gate ng Templo.

Pila, tayo, upo, lakad, takbo, antok, pagod, ulan, gutom. 3 beses din ako nabigyan ng plastic, na may lamang 2 cupcake/fudgee bar, juice, candy. 1 beses nabigyan ng dinner na pinilahan ng 2 oras nila kuya.

Pumila ako kahit mag-isa ako, walang kasama, walang kakilala, para lang masilayan sya.

13 oras ng pagpila at paghihintay, kapalit ng 5 segundo ng huling pagsilay sa kanya.
Ganun ata talaga kapag mahal mo ang isang tao, handa ka mag sakripisyo.

September 7, 2009

Ilang oras na nakatayo sa ilalim ng ulan, masilayan lang ang paghahatid sa kanyang huling hantungan. Ngawit, pagod, gutom, buhos ng ulan at buhos ng luha.

Diretso sa Pampanga, para naman sa pagpanaw ng isang kamag-anak.

Linggo ng pagdadalamhati. Hanggang kailan, hanggang kailan?

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Bapang Danny
Friday, September 04, 2009


A relative just passed away.

This is a very sad week.


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Sad Tuesday Morning, Keep the faith
Tuesday, September 01, 2009


This morning, my mom waked me up with a bad news. I couldn’t believe it. I do not want to believe it. He, the respected, passed away.

I met him twice or thrice. The most memorable one, when he put his arms on my head, as if giving me a blessing.

I am not a relative, but I shed tears. Up to now, I couldn’t stop the tears. My heart is broken into pieces. But the faith is standing still.

It’s hard to believe, difficult to accept, but now, all I can do is pray.

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UPDATE:

Now home. Had a great time with Best friends. They made me smile and laugh. But at the end of the day, I still have a heavy heart.

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The Wedding
Wednesday, August 26, 2009


Photo from yesterday.

Felt like I now lost my best friend. My number one, accessible, and convenient confidant and outlet is now many miles away from me.

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Save The Planet
Thursday, August 13, 2009



The person who made this has a point. We, the people, are to blame for what’s happening in our mother earth.

Oh yes, it’s not going anywhere. But it’s slowly deteriorating. Ever heard of climate change and global warming?


We can’t bring the earth back to its original health status but we can still prevent further damage. And I agree that most of the human inhabitants of this earth are the problem. Start the change within ourselves, that’s how we can save the planet.



I got this photo from a plurk friend.
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Pulitika
Saturday, August 08, 2009


To understand the importance of 1 week, ask a person who just won Filipino Blog of The Week contest. (week 172) HAHAHA.
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Thank you to everyone who gave me their support. Big thanks to everyone who voted. Especially to those who voted more than once. And of course, thank you The Composed Gentleman for choosing me as a nominee.

This is my first contest in the blogosphere, and since I was nominated, I wanted to end the week by winning.

Wala man ito magarbong premyo, masarap pa rin ang pakiramdam kapag nanalo ka. Dahil dito, naintindihan ko na mahirap pala talaga kumandidato. Sa pangangampanya, kailangan mo ng madaming baon; pasensya, tyaga, at sa totoong buhay—pera. Kailangan mo din mambola. Oo, nambola pa ko makakuha lang ng boto.

Kapag malapit na matapos ang botohan, nakakakaba, nakakatakot din. Lalo na kung may mahigpit kang kumpetensya. Maiisip mo kung may katuturan ba lahat ang pagod mo.

Masarap kapag nanalo ka. At malamang malungkot kapag natalo ka.

Sa panahong ito na sa susunod na taon ee botohan na, marami tayong nakikita na maaga pa ee masigasig na mangampanya. Ngayon pa lang gumagastos na, nagtyatyaga, at nambobola na. Nakakabilib ang pagiging masigasig.
Bakit kaya? Para gamitin ang kapangyarihan sa pagtulong sa taumbayan at sa pagsulong ng bansa? O gamitin ang kapangyarin para bawiin lahat ng ginastos at para kumita pa?


Xs: Muli ay nominated ako para sa Week 173. Pero sa pagkakataong ito, di na ko mangangampanya gaya ng nakaraang linggo. Nakakatamad at nakakpagod din ee. Malamang hindi ako pwede sa pulitika.

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It's just random // August 3, 09
Monday, August 03, 2009


Gratitude

Before anything else, I want to give big thanks to CHUCK(an indecent mind), MANIK REIGUN and RICH for leaving some comments on my previous post entitled ‘Now what?’. Those wisecracks are actually helpful, thank you for wasting time to read and comment. It’s genuinely appreciated.


I also want to be grateful to The Composed Gentleman for making me a nominee in his Filipino Blog of The Week contest (week 172). This is my first contest in the Blogosphere, and I want to thank those who voted for me, especially to those who voted twice or more. And thank you in advance to those who would vote.
CLICK HERE TO VOTE. On the right side bar, you can find a POLL.
PLEASE vote for DELUSIONSNARCISSISTIC. Big thanks!

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Singer

Oh yes, I am a frustrated songster. And I am delighted that I was able to sing in Araneta Coliseum, the Philippines’ big dome.
Go ahead, find me if you can.
But, I was part of a choir. Hehe. But it’s okay, it’s a rare experience.

Boat ride

We are back from our visit to Pampanga. It was our auntie’s birthday. We rode a small boat on our way there, although we have other options like jeepney or tricylcle, we just rode a boat because my sister was thrilled to ride it. I am worried every time we would ride a boat to cross that river, I’m not a good swimmer (I only learned how to swim because of our PE subject) and when I was young, I nearly drowned!



New

My brother Kuya Z who is in Australia gave me money. And I bought a new phone.
Gossip girl fan ee? I sought after Blair’s phone which is LG enV2 but I found out that it is a CDMA phone so I can’t use it here. So I decided to buy Jenny Humphrey’s phone which is HTC touch, but it’s not available anymore so I bought Viva. It’s cheap, but I like it so much.
Thank you Kuya.
My sister said “I’ll give you a month, for sure after that, you’ll lose that phone again. Haha."
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Huge Respect

By the way, this is overwhelming. Got this photo from a plurk friend.

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Farewell Mrs. President
Sunday, August 02, 2009


I saw this coming because of her condition. But despite the anticipatory grieving, the Philippines was saddened by former President Corazon Aquino’s death yesterday.

This is the least thing I could do, to tie a yellow ribbon on my blog.
And another is to be brave like her in every situation I am, in every way I can.


To the brave woman who regained the Philippines’ democracy, to our country’s first woman president, may you rest in peace.

UPDATE: I just want to add something; she is the first woman president in Asia. And I also learned that she is my schoolmate because she studied law in the same university where I graduated from but she gave up law eventually.
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Now what?
Thursday, July 30, 2009


I have been consistently complaining about my monotony, about getting tired of being a bum.
Last June, I was training on a certain call center in Ortigas. But on my 4th night, I quit because I had to attend an important event. But no regrets at all, besides, we heard bad stuffs about that company.

Since that training, I’ve been receiving calls from different call centers. Apparently my friends have been referring me but I’ve been ignoring those calls. I chose to just remain at home, watching TV, surfing the net, spending time with friends, attending church and enjoying my vacation. And just last Saturday, the long wait for the Board Exam result is over. And I’m delighted with the result.

Just this morning, I received another call from a call center. And I passed the initial (phone) interview. Tssss.. Although my English is poor. And I’m scheduled for another exam. But I’ve decided not to go to their office in Libis tomorrow. Why?
First, my mom, sister and I have plans on visiting our relatives in Pampanga tomorrow. And I’ve been dying to smell fresh air. Second reason is laziness. Oo, tinatamad pa rin akong mag-apply! And third is I’m still in doubt if what do I really want to do with my life.

Last month, I told myself na if I get hired in a call center, I would grab it, work there for months. Then try my luck sa Nursing after earning money sa Call center industry. But now na RN na ko, parang I suddenly changed my mind. I have goals and plans in my life na of course, I want to achieve. And I don’t want to waste time. But I am still confused if where to start.

Masteral? Trainings? NCLEX, IELTS etc? Apply?
And sa totoo lang, I’m hell scared. Of what? Of working! That would be my first time to be fully ‘independent’ and just the thought of it scares the hell out of me. I know kaya ko yun, but I know that it will be awfully difficult for me.
Nakakagana isipin ang mga pangarap mo, pero pag tinamaan ka na ng katamaran, ay peste. Hehe.


As of now, asikasuhin ko muna oath taking. Then after that, yun na.

Any advices from you guys? Lalo yung mga nasa workforce na?

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I moved on, what happened to you? // BENCH Blackout
Monday, July 20, 2009


Last night, I was on feet in a familiar place. I went there speculating if I’d witness that recognizable face once more. I was a bit anxious; I didn’t fathom what to anticipate. I just couldn’t figure out what to do in case I catch a glimpse of that face again. I spent hours in that area, and not a shadow of that individual. I flaked off the place just about 2:30 am, wondering how that person is. It has been more than a year, I conjectured what happened to that person. As I walked away from that place, I never knew the answers to my queries, but one thing is for sure, I know I already moved.
As I was typing this, I was watching Bench Blackout Fashion Show in Abs-cbn. And I noticed this guy: Nice timing, huh? I hate him. He reminds me of someone I know.
He is Enchong Dee. The female crowd screamed when he was walking on the runway. And I say ‘shit.’ Hehe.

And my eyes were fixed on the screen when these guys came out.
I crush them, a little.

Photos courtesy pep.ph, obviously?
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9 wisecracks | 12:39 AM | back to top

It's nice to be back
Saturday, July 18, 2009


Hello peepos! The bitch is back. Hehe. PhotobucketHiatus mode is over. I’ve been busy with various essential things in my life so I had to leave my blog for a while.

Noticed my new skin? I’m already fed up with my previous skin Photobucket so I decided to change it before I end my hiatus mode. I was suppose to use this skin: click photo to see actual skin.
because I truly adore it, but after days of trying to edit it (that’s what delayed me), I didn’t use it because the navigations don’t work properly. Boo! Photobucket So I tried to look for another one and poof! I found this simple but awesome skin. and I looove it.Photobucket Do you?

I also changed my url. It was 2004 when I started this blog, and I was like 14 back then. So I decided to change my url because I think it’s too immature. Haha. I in fact can’t think of a good one so I just settled on this one:
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http://delusions-of-a-narcissistic.blogspot.com/


Why? Self-explanatory. Hehe. And Psychiatric Nursing is truly one of my favorites.Photobucket I also acquired a domain name which makes my url
http://delusions-of-a-narcissistic.co.cc/
but if that’s what you type, my favicon wouldn’t show up. So I still prefer Photobucket
http://delusions-of-a-narcissistic.blogspot.com/

But it’s up to you if you want to use bs.com or co.cc, whichever way, it’s just almost the same.

So relink me okayy? And don’t I deserve a hug?Photobucket Hehe. Whatever.

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Hi There! I'm MILES, a future REGISTERED NURSE.
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Random Thoughts of a registered nurse, a friend, a daughter, a music lover, a party-goer and a servant of God.
Any similarity to someone else's blog post is purely a coincidence.

Thank You ;)


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