Death is inevitable. I've seen many of it. In the form of the elderly, children, and innocent infants. There were times when they aggressively fight for that one life, but that one life just ends. There were times when they simply give up and just sign DNR, but that one soul keeps on holding on. There are some who get hold of the opportunity to have anticipatory grieving. But for some, it comes to them instantly like a thief in the night. No matter how or when it comes, it doesn't depend on how aggressive or faint-hearted they are, because whatever choice they make, whatever interventions we do, it's all up to Him.
And today, on November 1st, I've seen another one.
I realized that I was not able to blog for a YEAR. Now looking back at those 12 months, here are some few updates..
After that last post about the famous ONDOY, I've been busy with trainings concerning my Profession. I did volunteer a bit for Red Cross to help the Ondoy victims. I've been a bum for 3 more months then I got accepted as a nurse trainee. I did work hard and after few months, I eventually became a staff nurse. Until now, I'm still working there.
Ever since I started working, I felt like I've been sluggish. I still manage to hang out with my family and friends but I spend most of my time sleeping and taking rest at home, which is not who I am. I've been close to temptations and married to stress. Life, as it is, became more complicated. You ask if I'm happy with the job? I can't give you the definite answer. But if you ask if I hate it? I'd say no.
Family life had been different. My dad and brother came home from abroad for good. It feels good that we are almost complete here at home, but I guess the many years of being apart affects the reationship. But we are, generally happy.
Love? I still have them, those guys who you can call 'suitors', but .. yes, BUTS. And I've had this 'something-that-maybe-doesn't-mean-anything' with someone. It ended just before it started. No regrets, somehow glad it happened.
Each day has a blessing. The day itself is. Those 12 months were. But looking back, I know and feel that something's lacking.
The past 12 months had been diverse. Life outside the academe, as I've said, is way more complicated. But that's just the way it is, we have to live with it. Be thankful for each day, for another year. Live life, love life.
Enter the university, umpisa ng pagpila, univ grounds, akyat ng 4th floor (high school), Building A to B.
3:53pm -
Baba ng 3rd floor, Building B to A, baba ng 2nd floor, Building A to B.
5:48pm -
Baba ng 1st floor.
6:18pm -
Out of High school Building.
6:25pm -
Enter college building.
6:30pm -
Reached 4th floor.
6:38pm -
Enter University Gym (4th floor).
8:33pm -
Nakalabas ng gym. 4th floor, baba sa 3rd, 2nd, 1st floor.
September 6, 2009
1:42AM -
Nakalabas ng college Building.
1:52AM -
Nakalabas ng university, Central Avenue.
2:45AM -
Enter gate ng Templo.
Pila, tayo, upo, lakad, takbo, antok, pagod, ulan, gutom. 3 beses din ako nabigyan ng plastic, na may lamang 2 cupcake/fudgee bar, juice, candy. 1 beses nabigyan ng dinner na pinilahan ng 2 oras nila kuya.
Pumila ako kahit mag-isa ako, walang kasama, walang kakilala, para lang masilayan sya.
13 oras ng pagpila at paghihintay, kapalit ng 5 segundo ng huling pagsilay sa kanya.
Ganun ata talaga kapag mahal mo ang isang tao, handa ka mag sakripisyo.
September 7, 2009
Ilang oras na nakatayo sa ilalim ng ulan, masilayan lang ang paghahatid sa kanyang huling hantungan. Ngawit, pagod, gutom, buhos ng ulan at buhos ng luha.
Diretso sa Pampanga, para naman sa pagpanaw ng isang kamag-anak.
Linggo ng pagdadalamhati. Hanggang kailan, hanggang kailan?
I have been consistently complaining about my monotony, about getting tired of being a bum. Last June, I was training on a certain call center in Ortigas. But on my 4th night, I quit because I had to attend an important event. But no regrets at all, besides, we heard bad stuffs about that company.
Since that training, I’ve been receiving calls from different call centers. Apparently my friends have been referring me but I’ve been ignoring those calls. I chose to just remain at home, watching TV, surfing the net, spending time with friends, attending church and enjoying my vacation. And just last Saturday, the long wait for the Board Exam result is over. And I’m delighted with the result.
Just this morning, I received another call from a call center. And I passed the initial (phone) interview. Tssss.. Although my English is poor. And I’m scheduled for another exam. But I’ve decided not to go to their office in Libis tomorrow. Why? First, my mom, sister and I have plans on visiting our relatives in Pampanga tomorrow. And I’ve been dying to smell fresh air. Second reason is laziness. Oo, tinatamad pa rin akong mag-apply! And third is I’m still in doubt if what do I really want to do with my life.
Last month, I told myself na if I get hired in a call center, I would grab it, work there for months. Then try my luck sa Nursing after earning money sa Call center industry. But now na RN na ko, parang I suddenly changed my mind. I have goals and plans in my life na of course, I want to achieve. And I don’t want to waste time. But I am still confused if where to start.
Masteral? Trainings? NCLEX, IELTS etc? Apply? And sa totoo lang, I’m hell scared. Of what? Of working! That would be my first time to be fully ‘independent’ and just the thought of it scares the hell out of me. I know kaya ko yun, but I know that it will be awfully difficult for me. Nakakagana isipin ang mga pangarap mo, pero pag tinamaan ka na ng katamaran, ay peste. Hehe.
As of now, asikasuhin ko muna oath taking. Then after that, yun na. Any advices from you guys? Lalo yung mga nasa workforce na?
I’m officially a BUM for days. All I do is sleep, wake up, gobble everything in our refrigerator, surf the net, movie/tv series (GG) marathon, go out, go to church, go home, eat again, watch tv, sleep.
I can actually get use to this life, or not? So for how long will I be a B-U-M? 1 more week? A month? 2 months? Or should I go find a job? What job? Where? How? Errr.
This morning, I dreamed of my ultimate lecturer crush. OMG, this is obsession already.
I know this girl who is really annoying me. I wonder what her problem is. What’s wrong with you? You know that I (we) hate you but you still keep on texting and whatever. Even bothered to add me up on your new account? Duh, I don’t even consider you as my friend. I’m glad school is over and I’m free not to see your pretending face. Anyhoe, won’t make you big a deal, I’m glad I don’t have to deal with you everyday anymore.
Someone else is infuriating me but I won’t elaborate. =)
I started to like Facebook, just today. But I still don’t love it. I now have 73 friends there. *applause*. And I have like a hundred more requests. It’s frustrating.
Yesterday, I invited my friend Julie to watch a movie in gateway. But unluckily, we didn’t have a mutual decision of what movie to watch. So she ended up in cinema 2 watching Drag me to Hell while I was in cinema 8 watching Angels and Demons. Funny.
So, I just told my mom that I lost my phone. She got heated for about 4 seconds I think. The story I told her is slightly revised. I wonder if how lengthy her fury is if I told her the whole un-edited version of the story.
Kuya Z, if you’re reading this, just don’t tell mom please. I’ll wait patiently for the phone that you will give me.
They pushed me, I was about to fall but I was able to recover my sense of balance. Everything was in slow motion; I felt that something was taken from me. I was holding my digital camera at my left hand, my right hand on my bag. I saw his face, he stared at me. The whole thing was still in dawdling motion, he was moving away from me with two more guys. He abruptly disappeared in the crowd of people, and then everything around me returned to normal pace. I gazed blankly at the multitude of people; something significant was taken from me. But I was not able to react quickly as if I have a GCS of 7.
Then suddenly, I regained my consciousness, I shouted, “magnanakaw!”
HAHA. Akala mo love story? LMAO.
That’s how my motorola phone was taken from me earlier while I was in AKO MISMO Dog Tag Day in Bonifacio High Street.(in slow motion =D). That’s the reason why I went home early and didn’t wait for the other bands to play. I feel bad not because I lost my phone (though I really love that phone) but because I do not know how to tell my mom that I lost a phone again (this is like the 5th or 6th time). Oh yes, until now, I haven’t told my mom yet and I’m not planning to because I don’t know how. Argh. So not until a relative of mine reads this, they wouldn’t know.
It’s just weird kasi I’ve been to Pulp, Muziklaban, Myxmo (concerts wherein there are more people and it’s really mas magulo) and this happened now kung kelan I attended a concert for a cause. Weird much huh.
Everything of this happened just because I lied to my mom earlier. I didn’t tell her that I was going to a concert, the reason why I don’t know how to tell her. (First time huh? =D)
Pero nagsisisi na talaga ko, swear, God knows I regret it.
Pero natatawa talaga ko na naiinis. =D
AKO MISMO, ANG NADUKUTAN NG PHONE KANINA SA AKO MISMO DOG TAG DAY.
I’ve been through hell just to get to that event. And then this? Kaya pala, parang ayaw ako paalisin kanina. And hey, I didn’t attend that event just because of the dog tag and the bands, but because I really wanted to make a stand for change. And that change starts within our selves. But looks like some people didn’t know the purpose of that event.
I spent all the days of my summer inside the walls of SRG. I went to review everyday, sometimes half a day and a few times, just sleeping. But I never forgot to hang out with my friends sometimes. Social life ee.
Anyway, that’s the reason why I stayed out of my cyber life for two months, the board exam. I just didn’t want any distractions. Like you, yes you. LMAO.
During those two months (or more) several things happened. Several friends celebrated their birthdays, faced some dilemmas, had new crushes (as in crushes), met new people, learned a lot of things, was able to hurt some people thus hurting my self too, but was really more happy that before.
Labo ee no?
And the feeling of the upcoming board exam gave me an unexplainable thrill. I experienced mild anxiety but as it came closer, the anxiety faded. Not because I am confident but because I have faith.
I really don’t have anything to point out in this entry; it’s just that, time flies so fast that I just woke up one day that the board exam is already over.
Yesterday or kanina, after our FEU CBI Tribute to Graduates and Year End Get Together, saka lang nag sink in sakin ang graduation. The entire event was remarkable, I had so much fun.
The event was planned by other CBI MTs who are not yet graduating. And I feel exhilarated to see their effort for this tribute. We, the graduates, really value it guys. Thank you big time!
After the camwhoring, games, kainan, kwentuhan and so on, I felt dreadfully poignant. Because I realized that this may be the last time that I would see these people. I’ve been with these people for about two semesters lang, but they really mean so much to me.
Even for the short span of time, I found friends here. Although I wasn’t able to get to know everyone of them, each one of them is important to me because I’ve been an “ate” and a friend to them. It’s sad because I realized that I would not be able to see them more often. It’s sad because my term as a FEU CBI Infocom is now over.
I want to thank everyone in FEU CBI because my last year is great because of you guys. Sorry for my shortcomings. And thank you guys BIG TIME because YOU SAVED ME. You know what I mean.
People always leave, but memories will stay.
We may be leaving FEU, but we will not leave you. We will always be your ATEs and KUYAs.
While I was on my way home, I passed by a murky street, only one street light is on. Whilst I was in close proximity to that light, it suddenly turned off. Total darkness. I was looking straight ahead, but I saw nothing. I heard nothing; I couldn’t hear even the music from my ipod. I wanted to shout, but not a sound comes out. I felt so alone.
I have lots of friends. Close friends. Best friends. Real friends. But there would really be a point in your life when you would be on your own, and all you have is yourself. I’m strong; my friends know that, because the years of pain notwithstanding, I manage to wear a smile day by day and continue living. But it is in actuality true that when no one is around you, that is the point in time that your emotions would emerge.
I don’t desire to talk about it anymore, because every time I verbalize the words, I feel the pain. And also, I don’t want my friends to be involved in my misery any longer. As much as I need them, sometimes I’d rather be unaided in this battle. I’ve been suffering for years, and from time to time I think that I’m already used to the pain. But whenever I think of it, every time I try to talk about it, the neglected lesion is scratched again. The numbness turns into a burning sensation again.
After minutes of walking in the darkness, I saw a little glow. Slowly, it became vivid; it became evident that it was coming from the street light meters away. Yes, I was never alone, He’s there. And I know that there is still hope.
Death is inevitable. I've seen many of it. In the form of the elderly, children, and innocent infants. There were times when they aggressively fight for that one life, but that one life just ends. There were times when they simply give up and just sign DNR, but that one soul keeps on holding on. There are some who get hold of the opportunity to have anticipatory grieving. But for some, it comes to them instantly like a thief in the night. No matter how or when it comes, it doesn't depend on how aggressive or faint-hearted they are, because whatever choice they make, whatever interventions we do, it's all up to Him.
And today, on November 1st, I've seen another one.
I realized that I was not able to blog for a YEAR. Now looking back at those 12 months, here are some few updates..
After that last post about the famous ONDOY, I've been busy with trainings concerning my Profession. I did volunteer a bit for Red Cross to help the Ondoy victims. I've been a bum for 3 more months then I got accepted as a nurse trainee. I did work hard and after few months, I eventually became a staff nurse. Until now, I'm still working there.
Ever since I started working, I felt like I've been sluggish. I still manage to hang out with my family and friends but I spend most of my time sleeping and taking rest at home, which is not who I am. I've been close to temptations and married to stress. Life, as it is, became more complicated. You ask if I'm happy with the job? I can't give you the definite answer. But if you ask if I hate it? I'd say no.
Family life had been different. My dad and brother came home from abroad for good. It feels good that we are almost complete here at home, but I guess the many years of being apart affects the reationship. But we are, generally happy.
Love? I still have them, those guys who you can call 'suitors', but .. yes, BUTS. And I've had this 'something-that-maybe-doesn't-mean-anything' with someone. It ended just before it started. No regrets, somehow glad it happened.
Each day has a blessing. The day itself is. Those 12 months were. But looking back, I know and feel that something's lacking.
The past 12 months had been diverse. Life outside the academe, as I've said, is way more complicated. But that's just the way it is, we have to live with it. Be thankful for each day, for another year. Live life, love life.
Enter the university, umpisa ng pagpila, univ grounds, akyat ng 4th floor (high school), Building A to B.
3:53pm -
Baba ng 3rd floor, Building B to A, baba ng 2nd floor, Building A to B.
5:48pm -
Baba ng 1st floor.
6:18pm -
Out of High school Building.
6:25pm -
Enter college building.
6:30pm -
Reached 4th floor.
6:38pm -
Enter University Gym (4th floor).
8:33pm -
Nakalabas ng gym. 4th floor, baba sa 3rd, 2nd, 1st floor.
September 6, 2009
1:42AM -
Nakalabas ng college Building.
1:52AM -
Nakalabas ng university, Central Avenue.
2:45AM -
Enter gate ng Templo.
Pila, tayo, upo, lakad, takbo, antok, pagod, ulan, gutom. 3 beses din ako nabigyan ng plastic, na may lamang 2 cupcake/fudgee bar, juice, candy. 1 beses nabigyan ng dinner na pinilahan ng 2 oras nila kuya.
Pumila ako kahit mag-isa ako, walang kasama, walang kakilala, para lang masilayan sya.
13 oras ng pagpila at paghihintay, kapalit ng 5 segundo ng huling pagsilay sa kanya.
Ganun ata talaga kapag mahal mo ang isang tao, handa ka mag sakripisyo.
September 7, 2009
Ilang oras na nakatayo sa ilalim ng ulan, masilayan lang ang paghahatid sa kanyang huling hantungan. Ngawit, pagod, gutom, buhos ng ulan at buhos ng luha.
Diretso sa Pampanga, para naman sa pagpanaw ng isang kamag-anak.
Linggo ng pagdadalamhati. Hanggang kailan, hanggang kailan?
I have been consistently complaining about my monotony, about getting tired of being a bum. Last June, I was training on a certain call center in Ortigas. But on my 4th night, I quit because I had to attend an important event. But no regrets at all, besides, we heard bad stuffs about that company.
Since that training, I’ve been receiving calls from different call centers. Apparently my friends have been referring me but I’ve been ignoring those calls. I chose to just remain at home, watching TV, surfing the net, spending time with friends, attending church and enjoying my vacation. And just last Saturday, the long wait for the Board Exam result is over. And I’m delighted with the result.
Just this morning, I received another call from a call center. And I passed the initial (phone) interview. Tssss.. Although my English is poor. And I’m scheduled for another exam. But I’ve decided not to go to their office in Libis tomorrow. Why? First, my mom, sister and I have plans on visiting our relatives in Pampanga tomorrow. And I’ve been dying to smell fresh air. Second reason is laziness. Oo, tinatamad pa rin akong mag-apply! And third is I’m still in doubt if what do I really want to do with my life.
Last month, I told myself na if I get hired in a call center, I would grab it, work there for months. Then try my luck sa Nursing after earning money sa Call center industry. But now na RN na ko, parang I suddenly changed my mind. I have goals and plans in my life na of course, I want to achieve. And I don’t want to waste time. But I am still confused if where to start.
Masteral? Trainings? NCLEX, IELTS etc? Apply? And sa totoo lang, I’m hell scared. Of what? Of working! That would be my first time to be fully ‘independent’ and just the thought of it scares the hell out of me. I know kaya ko yun, but I know that it will be awfully difficult for me. Nakakagana isipin ang mga pangarap mo, pero pag tinamaan ka na ng katamaran, ay peste. Hehe.
As of now, asikasuhin ko muna oath taking. Then after that, yun na. Any advices from you guys? Lalo yung mga nasa workforce na?
I’m officially a BUM for days. All I do is sleep, wake up, gobble everything in our refrigerator, surf the net, movie/tv series (GG) marathon, go out, go to church, go home, eat again, watch tv, sleep.
I can actually get use to this life, or not? So for how long will I be a B-U-M? 1 more week? A month? 2 months? Or should I go find a job? What job? Where? How? Errr.
This morning, I dreamed of my ultimate lecturer crush. OMG, this is obsession already.
I know this girl who is really annoying me. I wonder what her problem is. What’s wrong with you? You know that I (we) hate you but you still keep on texting and whatever. Even bothered to add me up on your new account? Duh, I don’t even consider you as my friend. I’m glad school is over and I’m free not to see your pretending face. Anyhoe, won’t make you big a deal, I’m glad I don’t have to deal with you everyday anymore.
Someone else is infuriating me but I won’t elaborate. =)
I started to like Facebook, just today. But I still don’t love it. I now have 73 friends there. *applause*. And I have like a hundred more requests. It’s frustrating.
Yesterday, I invited my friend Julie to watch a movie in gateway. But unluckily, we didn’t have a mutual decision of what movie to watch. So she ended up in cinema 2 watching Drag me to Hell while I was in cinema 8 watching Angels and Demons. Funny.
So, I just told my mom that I lost my phone. She got heated for about 4 seconds I think. The story I told her is slightly revised. I wonder if how lengthy her fury is if I told her the whole un-edited version of the story.
Kuya Z, if you’re reading this, just don’t tell mom please. I’ll wait patiently for the phone that you will give me.
They pushed me, I was about to fall but I was able to recover my sense of balance. Everything was in slow motion; I felt that something was taken from me. I was holding my digital camera at my left hand, my right hand on my bag. I saw his face, he stared at me. The whole thing was still in dawdling motion, he was moving away from me with two more guys. He abruptly disappeared in the crowd of people, and then everything around me returned to normal pace. I gazed blankly at the multitude of people; something significant was taken from me. But I was not able to react quickly as if I have a GCS of 7.
Then suddenly, I regained my consciousness, I shouted, “magnanakaw!”
HAHA. Akala mo love story? LMAO.
That’s how my motorola phone was taken from me earlier while I was in AKO MISMO Dog Tag Day in Bonifacio High Street.(in slow motion =D). That’s the reason why I went home early and didn’t wait for the other bands to play. I feel bad not because I lost my phone (though I really love that phone) but because I do not know how to tell my mom that I lost a phone again (this is like the 5th or 6th time). Oh yes, until now, I haven’t told my mom yet and I’m not planning to because I don’t know how. Argh. So not until a relative of mine reads this, they wouldn’t know.
It’s just weird kasi I’ve been to Pulp, Muziklaban, Myxmo (concerts wherein there are more people and it’s really mas magulo) and this happened now kung kelan I attended a concert for a cause. Weird much huh.
Everything of this happened just because I lied to my mom earlier. I didn’t tell her that I was going to a concert, the reason why I don’t know how to tell her. (First time huh? =D)
Pero nagsisisi na talaga ko, swear, God knows I regret it.
Pero natatawa talaga ko na naiinis. =D
AKO MISMO, ANG NADUKUTAN NG PHONE KANINA SA AKO MISMO DOG TAG DAY.
I’ve been through hell just to get to that event. And then this? Kaya pala, parang ayaw ako paalisin kanina. And hey, I didn’t attend that event just because of the dog tag and the bands, but because I really wanted to make a stand for change. And that change starts within our selves. But looks like some people didn’t know the purpose of that event.
I spent all the days of my summer inside the walls of SRG. I went to review everyday, sometimes half a day and a few times, just sleeping. But I never forgot to hang out with my friends sometimes. Social life ee.
Anyway, that’s the reason why I stayed out of my cyber life for two months, the board exam. I just didn’t want any distractions. Like you, yes you. LMAO.
During those two months (or more) several things happened. Several friends celebrated their birthdays, faced some dilemmas, had new crushes (as in crushes), met new people, learned a lot of things, was able to hurt some people thus hurting my self too, but was really more happy that before.
Labo ee no?
And the feeling of the upcoming board exam gave me an unexplainable thrill. I experienced mild anxiety but as it came closer, the anxiety faded. Not because I am confident but because I have faith.
I really don’t have anything to point out in this entry; it’s just that, time flies so fast that I just woke up one day that the board exam is already over.
Yesterday or kanina, after our FEU CBI Tribute to Graduates and Year End Get Together, saka lang nag sink in sakin ang graduation. The entire event was remarkable, I had so much fun.
The event was planned by other CBI MTs who are not yet graduating. And I feel exhilarated to see their effort for this tribute. We, the graduates, really value it guys. Thank you big time!
After the camwhoring, games, kainan, kwentuhan and so on, I felt dreadfully poignant. Because I realized that this may be the last time that I would see these people. I’ve been with these people for about two semesters lang, but they really mean so much to me.
Even for the short span of time, I found friends here. Although I wasn’t able to get to know everyone of them, each one of them is important to me because I’ve been an “ate” and a friend to them. It’s sad because I realized that I would not be able to see them more often. It’s sad because my term as a FEU CBI Infocom is now over.
I want to thank everyone in FEU CBI because my last year is great because of you guys. Sorry for my shortcomings. And thank you guys BIG TIME because YOU SAVED ME. You know what I mean.
People always leave, but memories will stay.
We may be leaving FEU, but we will not leave you. We will always be your ATEs and KUYAs.
While I was on my way home, I passed by a murky street, only one street light is on. Whilst I was in close proximity to that light, it suddenly turned off. Total darkness. I was looking straight ahead, but I saw nothing. I heard nothing; I couldn’t hear even the music from my ipod. I wanted to shout, but not a sound comes out. I felt so alone.
I have lots of friends. Close friends. Best friends. Real friends. But there would really be a point in your life when you would be on your own, and all you have is yourself. I’m strong; my friends know that, because the years of pain notwithstanding, I manage to wear a smile day by day and continue living. But it is in actuality true that when no one is around you, that is the point in time that your emotions would emerge.
I don’t desire to talk about it anymore, because every time I verbalize the words, I feel the pain. And also, I don’t want my friends to be involved in my misery any longer. As much as I need them, sometimes I’d rather be unaided in this battle. I’ve been suffering for years, and from time to time I think that I’m already used to the pain. But whenever I think of it, every time I try to talk about it, the neglected lesion is scratched again. The numbness turns into a burning sensation again.
After minutes of walking in the darkness, I saw a little glow. Slowly, it became vivid; it became evident that it was coming from the street light meters away. Yes, I was never alone, He’s there. And I know that there is still hope.
I've been blogging since 2004 and I'm stillexisting.
I’m a rocker, and a party girl.
I’m sad, also I’m happy.
I’m a good friend; along with I’m your worst enemy.
I cheat, yet I love.
I hurt other people, thus I always get broken.
I’m weak, but I’m strong.
I’m nice, yet I’m mean.
I suck, but I rock!
this is MILES, this is ME..
I AM...
delusional. stupid at times. a jerk sometimes. slightly sensitive. a brat. short-tempered. used to getting what I want, if I don’t, I’m furious. the event organizer. mysterious to some. a snob to many. trustworthy. a good friend. already quit drinking. don’t smoke. complicated.
My Names:
Miles -- to most people I know.
Darla -- to my group mates. you know the movie Finding Nemo? Brat -- to my group mates and to some friends.
Zeb, Bez, Best -- to my Best friends.
Otso -- to some of my High School Friends.
Ning -- to my Dad.
LOVES
pizza
pasta
tacos
nachos
grilled squid
coffee
chocolate cakes
sisig
ONE TREE HILL
Gossip Girl
HATES siopao
diningding paksiw shell fish
pineapple
DESIRES
TOP the BOARD EXAM because of HIS help update: I didn't top, but I passed it. Of course, because of His help.
new phone from Kuya Z. update: I have a new phone. Thank you Kuya Z.
meet new people
attend gym class
get a temporary good-paying job
update: I have a not-so-temporary, not-so-good paying job.
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Hi There! I'm MILES, a future REGISTERED NURSE. Random Thoughts of a registered nurse, a friend, a daughter, a music lover, a party-goer and a servant of God. Any similarity to someone else's blog post is purely a coincidence.
SOULMATE
days.
,
, eat again, watch tv, sleep.
for about 4 seconds I think.
her fury is if I told her the whole un-edited version of the story. 
